my death is nothing but a dream, what joy if it comes true...
thats one of my sayings no stealing please... anyways yay 1 month till school starts... as you can see i prefer being stuck in school than at home with nothing to do...

Sooo... regreso mi querida hermana de NYC... Me trajo muchas cosas. Fui al ensayo del coro (a mami le da tres pito y una flauta)ayer. I have decided that I'm going to leave the country for college... I think I'll survive by myself... so there's nothing else interesting in my life right now... For this school year i'm not buying any books, reasons for this: 1. One book could cost around $2000 RD
2. The past two year's I've bought books and we didn't use any of them.
3. I'm a senior we're simply not into that shit of carrying books and we just wanna get outta here as fast as we can.

I should add to this entry that I moved to the Dominican Republic 2 years ago and that this little country is economically screwed up(who would of thought that in such a small country exists such a large amount of corruption) and so's the government. People ask me why the hell did I come here, the truth is that I don't really know, but I usually tell people that my dad retired and my mom was sick of NY. I think I was ok over there but the truth is that if I hadn't come here I wouldn't have changed my way of seeing things. Whatever, I don't think I have anything else to say for now.

Pues si, yo estoy en el coro DLS... entonces como tengo mucho sin ir a los eventos de este... fui ayer a la boda ya que vivo cerca y faltaban contraltos...(fue la boda de la hermana de una de las alcholicas ahi estaba la otra alcholica de doble cara tambien) pues si... na cantamos y el querido director del coro se fue... y nostoros nos quedamoas en frente de la iglesia... y para colmo ellos apagaron las luzes de alante "porque la planta tenia 3 horas prendida" entonces cuando mami llego se puse super duper killada porque ella dice que el querido director del coro no estaba supuesto dejarnos solos en esa oscuridad y en esa barrio ya que es muy peligroso por ahi... ahora ella queire decirle un par de cosas y no creo que me dejara volver al coro... Ya mi querida tia se fue devuelta a ny y mi hermana regresa el martes... no tengo nada que hacer... y lo de la fuckin band esa me da tres pitos y una maldita flauta...

So on tuesday I went to yoa's to meet the so called band (mainartery) yea what ever... I sang and everything... I called yoa's cuz today to see what's goin on.. and he was like I want you to sing but the other to idiots were like "o she's to soul"... hello I offered to sing something else but noooo.... So he was like but naw imma get you to sing to the lead singer and stuff to see what he says... whatever... but the point is that my idea is that they didn't like my image just becuase i'm a bit chunky don't mean you gotta discriminate... jackasses.. i'm starting to really cut down on food not even i can believe it i think its cuz i'm probably depressed or something, over that crap i don't think soo...

So, someone leaves someone comes its funny.. i can't write that much right now or i'll get caught.. anyways it's pretty annoying not being able to sleep on your own bed... for more than a night...yea... anyways... I went to yoa's house today for the singing thing I talked about earlier in my journal... the guys looked pretty OK... i don't wanna sound like all droolly about guys like sum ppl i know... anyways that's all i can say for now... good bye

Solo escribo para chismear... jejeje ... no ahora despues de k creo k voy a tener pas y tranquilidad despues de k mi tia se fue pa la vega.. no aparecen mis 2 primas no 1 sino 2... carajo k suerte la mia si me agarran me matan..como siempre de momento me van a encontrar colgando de una mata e coco

I am about to do an auto-evaluation... First of all I have just realized that all the goals I set for myself this summer are not going to be accomplished... I was supposed to be working as an english teacher for some asian people... well they decided to go to Bani and now i'm jobless actually I've been jobless for the past 3 weeks or more...I was getting paid pretty good too...(I like points....yes i have issues)...My knee got fucked up when we went to "El Valle de Tetero" see I was soo hyped up to go there I was super duper prepared and hour and half before I got there I busted my knee... it wasn't a pretty scene, they sewed me up in the middle of a valley, freezing cold ( I was also wet it started to rain..), cold blood... I thought I was gonna curse my head off but all I did was call God and mom... I had to leave a day earlier... I wouldn't say that my knee fucked up my vacation plans... The most active I will be getting is this week tomorrow yoa's house wednesday choir practice...(wow that's a lot). The point is that I have wasted nearly 2 months doing nothing but eat, sleep, sh*t, and get online...that's like my schedule I switch it around once in a while. I'm stuck here bored to death while my sister is in New York, at least she's going to bring me some stuff, but then again if I had searched for flight tickets myself I would have gone... are you still reading this (hhhmmm...) That's about it for today. Adios

We went to the park today (wow!!!!). We did nothing but sit and stare at poeple...and that's about it...

These spirits are detectors and avengers of crime and wickedness. They are also called goddesses of vengeance, ready to stab fear into the hearts of mortals. The ERINYES along with the MOERAE are the steersmen of a great goddess: Ananke (Necessity). The ERINYES pursue and punish those who are guilty of bloodshed, defilement or impiety. They say:

"We claim to be just and upright. No wrath from us will come stealthily to the one who holds out clean hands, and he will go through life unharmed; but whoever sins and hides his blood-stained hands, as avengers of bloodshed we appear against him to the end, presenting ourselves as upright witnesses for the dead." [The ERINYES. Aeschylus, Eumenides 310]

This is how the ERINYES came to be:

Cronos the Titan revolted against the first ruler of the universe, his father Uranus, and waiting for him in an ambush took a long sickle with jagged teeth, cut off Uranus' genitals, and cast them away to fall behind him [see Castration of Uranus]. The bloody drops that gushed forth were received by the Earth (Gaia), and in time she bore the ERINYES, the GIANTS and the MELIAD NYMPHS (Nymphs of the ash-trees).
http://homepage.mac.com/cparada/GML/ERINYES.html
The Punisher of the Unfaithful
Originally called Erinys... later called, Erinyes. Referred to as, "the mist-walking..." and, with fear and respect, "the kindly one". She would harass and injure her prey but not kill them. Homer refers to her in the singular (The Odyssey, 15.234) but, much later (circa 450 B.C.E.), Euripides used the number ’three’ and eventually ’they’ assumed the names: Tisiphone, Megaera and Alecto. Their brass wings made escape impossible, their ripping claws made their torment relentless and horrible.

We often confuse ’them’ with the Roman goddesses, the Furiae (Furies).

http://messagenet.com/myths/bios/erinyes.html


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